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I am not sure if Ma Meilleure Ennemie will leave me with happy or sad tears, but there will definitely be tears. (And going on the assumption it is a timebomb song)
There's not much to go on yet, and I know no French, so I have to rely on translations, but:
"mais ma meilleure ennemie, c'est toi; enfui-moi; la vie, c'est toi et moi"
but my best enemy is you; run away with me; life is you and me
"mais ces choses sont pas ma voie; oublie moi; la pire, c'est toi et moi"
but these things are not my way. Forget me. The worst is you and me.
What if this is a reference to his first rescue attempts? ‘run away with me’ (I'm here to save you)
And her refusal ‘but these things are not my way’ (I'm Jinx now)
Now he has his second attempt
And what if, what Ekko's trying to say is: "I'm (still) here." This time round.
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Another mini heart attack sponsored by the person who chose that panel as Mission 111 thumbnail because for a moment there my mind went totally blank and all I could think about is "FUDGCK WE GONNA GET ANYA'S BACKSTORY THIS WEEK MAYDAYMAYDAYMAYDAY CODE RED HERE PLEASE" because if there is one certain thing I know I'll never be ready of, is her backstory. I can never be totally prepared to learn how she ended up in the orphanage in the first place and whatever happened to her before that time. I so know I'll be overwhelmed by the mix of emotions and I cant help but my stomach feel sick. I dont want to imagine her going through any hardship at all, much less reading it.
So I guess I was saved for that revelation in another time. But at the cost of only 6 pages and another 2 weeks wait for next chapter. Endo, when I get you I swear-
#is this how following sxf will be for me everytime#i swear there is always something that gagged me#i fear for my heart#i need to keep it for my other shows as well#i dont have a spare i cant just let it be weaken by sxf#but it is what it is#istg#spy x family chapter 111#spy x family spoilers#spy x family#babbling
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saw wicked and I think these two should kiss
#guys I’ve been listening to the soundtrack nonstop#I’m a theater kid at heart I fear#I cried the whole movie#galinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#wicked#wicked movie#my art!#tubesock86
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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no heterosexual explanation for them looking each other IN THE EYE as they pop the pills whatsoever they were prepackaged and ready for ao3 use istg
#new obsession i fear#i have my top 3 squid game characters that i actually love with all my heart (not pictured here)#and then i have a brain full of dumbass cringefail yaoi#they pop pills and make out yk#i fw that#thangyu#thagyu#thanos#squid game thanos#nam gyu#squid game nam gyu#squid game#squid game season 2#player 230#player 124#thanos x nam gyu
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...Turns out gay sex actually was the solution.
(This is basically a redraw, come read the real deal over at Tiger Tiger)
#tiger tiger#jamis arlesi#arno#I like to think Arno meant that as an inside thought but it came out as an outside thought. He's rolling with it though.#He did cause a Catastrophic Yaoi event though.#Jamis my beloved. You have the heart of a maiden. The body of an Ox. The brain of a loyal dog.#This is a guy who's okay being attracted to another man but *NOT* aware he's in love or that he's bisexual.#We love him for this. My god. This man is crafted so perfectly. I need you all to at least give Tigers a chance for *him*.#I'm tricking you a little bit because you will actually also fall for Ludo and Luck and Remy and Honeyfoot and-#okay you get the point. There are so many amazing characters in this comic.#I just.. my joke comic of 'gay sex is the solution' feels so ominous now knowing a few weeks later that was going to be canon.#I feel like a jester and a prophet. I don't know if I should tell anymore jokes in fear of what I may predict.#I am putting my hands together for Ludo to get a good smooch in with [redacted] in dragon form.#Also predicting something very spooky is going to go down with the diving bell. We shall see!
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he’s like if a boy was a princess
#he IS a princess idc#the curly straw in his drink is so 😞☹️🫶#prince of my heart love of my life apple pie of my eye etc#the gleaming center of the universe#cant stop thinking about him sorry#as soon as this movie comes out in HD im gonna be so unbearable i fear#saltburn#saltburn spoilers#felix catton#jacob elordi
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And another was reborn.
I will forever be fascinated with Silco's whole Rebirth Narrative™. It's so psychologically twisted. Such a crunchy character trait. It's how I like my blorbos. Unhinged.
Anyway, here's another WIP I'll never finish so I'm posting it anyway. Painting practice, a couple screenshots used as reference, raw-dogging it on one layer in Krita because I have no idea how to paint digitally. Enjoy.
Close ups under the cut.
#silco#my art#Silco's Rebirth NarrativeTM deserves its own tag#wip#doomed to stay a wip i fear#drawing young silco's terrified face has left me emotionally wounded#act 1 silco my beloved#this was just an excuse to draw him in his act 1 look (aka the best)#all silcos are gourmet but act 1 silco holds a special place in my heart
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walker being so much taller than leah allows for the perfect opportunity for annabeth to be completely baffled at how much percy grew over the last year. imagine annabeth punching that bully in the jaw bc he messed with her friend. only to turn around and be face-to-face with percy's chest. and he's oblivious to her confusion bc he's smitten and happy to see his smart, and pretty, and kind, and strong, and badass best friend. and annabeth is just fuming.
#annabeth: *punches percy's bully*#annabeth: lay off my friend! 😡#percy (happy to see annabeth: wisegirl 😊#annabeth: *turns around and is facing his chest*#percy: how has school treating you so far? 🙃 did you incite fear in your enemies like you said you would? 😌 and—why are you mad?🤔#annabeth: how the shit did you get so tall 🤬#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo text post#pjo#pjo headcanon#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percabeth headcanon#percabeth being the best of friends#i love these two with all my heart#holding these two close to my heart#these two are going to be the death of me
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i think using real animatronics really enhanced the experience of the film. not just in the charming yet uncanny way freddy + friends robotically stomped around but also when they finally reveal springtrap at the end of the film. the way he lumbers in, hunched over. immediately recognizable as an animatronic but theres something Wrong. he's moving too fast, too lifelike. that has to be a person in a suit. he found you, mike.
it was really effective idk guys
#idk if they had been cgi or whatever idk maybe it would've been fine but idk springtrap really stuck w me.#thats the only point of the movie that sent like fear into my heart LMFAO i audibly went 'OH FUCK' when he showed up#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf movie spoilers#william afton
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All these posts about dnp kissing on stage just gave me a terrifying image of them instead leaning in like they're about to kiss and then backing out at the last second and making fun of us for how we were about to react
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go my beebos
a second timeloop has hit the marshall. hi this game has completely taken over my brain. i will never be the same person again. go play detective beebo i am begging you. it is a 5 hour game. we still haven’t gotten every ending after 15 hours. i’m really normal about detective beebo you have to believe me.
#marshdoodles#detective beebo#im detectivemaxxing and beebopilled. that’s nothing i’m saying nothing#anyways in the spirit of my isat lineup keeping basically everything in the tags#GOD finding refs for the outfits was a nightmare. beebo wiki you are so barebones#i know that simon definitely doesn’t have shorts but: i think it would look nice with his shapes#also aware that nina is the same height as marigold but consider: she is tall in my heart#also tried vaguely to make ángel’s scarf look like smoke?#other than that i don’t think my changes were that Substantial#i would’ve made hcs for their color palettes but!#iii’ve been in pain and i did Not draw these to be colorized. so it was just a massive pain in the ass i fear#i did take some liberties with their Assigned Palettes though!#purely just to up the contrast and add a shading color. i will die without my shading#i like how beebo and ángel’s palettes look together they are so Gold And Silver
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love how fujimoto created a character named Fami, who embodies the fear of starvation, which makes her the famine devil and also part of the four horsemen. and she eats a lot, all the time. and when asked why she doesn't gain weight, her literal deadpanned answer is "I shit a lot. wanna see proof?"
and the interaction is
#THIS IS SO OUT OF POCKET IT'S SO UNPROVOKED 😭😭😭😭 so peak fujimoto#NOBANA WAS LITERALLY JUST ASKING AND FAMI TRAUMATIZED HIM. MY GUY WAS FLABBERGASTED#love how fami doesn't have any filter whatsoever. she is just There. Talking her heart out. no thoughts behind those eyes#csm#chainsaw man#tatsuki fujimoto#this is so random . i mean. it does happen but ??? makes sense. but why.#this is part of the volume 19 extras btw#fujimoto mind is so weird i dont understand him actually I do not. but i fear you don't have to understand him. just vibe with him. or try
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the perils of reaching out early on
#sandflakedrew#trolls angst#trolls bruce#trolls floyd#long post#the dream au#my heart goes out to bruce okay?#it's a LOT all at once#and he's takin everything like a dang Champ#i mean they all are but /still/#do i actually believe velvet and veneer would track them down to 'dispose of the evidence'?#no.#do i think bruce 'i found these two half dead in captivity' has reason enough to fear it?#yes.#also i believe in angry floyd rights#undescribed#dreamworks trolls
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as fun as it is to talk about the sillay crow family dynamics, i'm soo interested in what this means for the crow familia going forward in a darker lens.
im mostly speaking from the perspective of a rook de riva who romanced lucanis btw <3
illario brought the axe down on his own head after failing to take first talon. he's imprisoned except to play house whenever caterina wants to see him around for family dinners before tensions inevitably shove him back into the cage he's been left to like some house pet lmfao. it's actually kinda fucked up and as a certified sicko i love it. especially considering the casualness in which lucanis describes all of this. crows gotta be a little unhinged<3
But!!! while lucanis was right that illario's reputation is ruined forever as a traitor crow beaten to his knees before every house that doesn't exactly free house dellamorte either. Talon houses will want their pound of flesh of illario for nearly trying to put antiva under venatori control. and yet lucanis refused. house dellamorte showed mercy. they are breaking the rules, making exceptions. this is not how the crows operate and there should--WILL be retaliations for it. illario left this house bleeding in his attempt to claim first talon and their blood is in the water now with house dellamorte having a sole heir who blatantly exposed a weakness and seemingly has no lineage to take after him.
and nevermind that we know murmurs amongst the crows will linger about a first talon being an abomination. i know lucanis kind of handwaves it off as at the coffee date like 'there could be worst first talons' but baby boy, you have avoidance and denial issues this WILL become worse of a problem the longer it goes on. <3
more under the cut bc i didn't realize this was getting so long lol
but in comes fifth talon viago de riva. a bastard to the king of antiva who wants to strengthen the crown. a man who has been ruthlessly exacting and meticulous to get where he is now. and the scariest part is that he has ambition, always has, and knows he has more power than the king himself to make plays if he needs to. this makes for a dangerous (and sexy) combination. in comes his protege rook. casting silly family dynamics aside, viago knows this union between house dellamorte and de riva is extremely beneficial for both houses but also very dangerous. even he knows his ties to teia show a weakness in him that other crows may seek to exploit. and while i do think he may be sincere about wanting rook to find their happiness with lucanis as he has with teia - i truly think he will not shy from showing the importance of a 'political alliance/union' especially with first talon house dellamorte struggling from the blow after all is said and done.
and of course, by extension to de riva, house cantori and the beautiful lovely miss teia, will be extending her support to strengthen their houses but also herself from any opposition. as much as i love that she's kind of the heart that brings this fucked up lil familia together, i know she is just as cunning and clever to recognize what this alliance does for her too.
and caterina.. well, without going into a whole thought piece on her, she has built her (and her grandson's reputation) entirely to instill fear in others, even command enough respect to know she's the one running things while lucanis is just a stand-in as first talon. but what happens when caterina is gone? another dellamorte dead just like all the others. all lucanis has left is himself and his traitor brother. how does he handle illario? how does he fair being a leader to the crows when he didn't want any of this in the first place and no longer has caterina to guide him? how does he wish to pursue carrying the dellamorte legacy (if at all)? does he seek a protege of his own to take on after him? i can't remember who says it (viago or lucanis) but there's a line about how saving thedas will make their houses immortal (hot and very sexy) but also how far can that reputation protect house dellamorte, really?
i don't really have a point to all of this, this is all just stuff im simply chewing on and letting out into the ether because the ripple effect of repercussions with what illario did and what lucanis now has to deal with fascinates me SO MUCH.
#it's all so fucked up (affectionate)#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#as much as i know in my heart lucanis deserves to be a malewife i really like to see him in situations i fear 😔 take him away from me#i still stand by what i said about wishing there was an option to kill illario bc i think hardening luca w/ that is also a fun avenue#to explore BUT letting illario live and imprisoned also kind of cooks ngl#(but im still giving the writers shit tho bc we know we couldnt do any substantial exploration of 'this is fucked up. what if we did that--#-- and made them worse' with the companion storylines)#aev plays da4#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#viago de riva#teia cantori#also thank you to my bestie for bouncing back and forth w/ me about this <3#long post
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@mcyt-yuri-week Day 5, Rose/Thorns I never stop thinking about SL episode 8 never ever
#gempearl#pearlgem#shinyduo#shiny duo#trafficshipping#I tried to word it a few different ways but I feel like its still so easy to interpret this as negative but noo its positive#because the thorns here are referencing the scarlet persona that Pearl's embraced. being left with nothing but it - the thorns#But it's not that Gem likes her just for her scarlet persona. She likes her for her. Pearl's not just thorns#Gem doesnt really care about the ��thorns” or the petalless rose stem. she cares about Pearl. She thinks Pearl's cool (thumbs up emoji)#Pearl changes into her scarlet fit like she has many times before with the purpose of scaring people & leaning into her feared witch thing#but Gem's just like “omg slayyy” and its the best. And to Pearl it's like whoag#Gem never saw how she changed. Never saw her be ostracized and the aftermath#But she thought that the Pearl she did see in SL was cool and so easily accepted her when Pearl herself though herself so unacceptable#she got love from the Mounders and BigB and that warms my heart but Gem being a newcomer immediately embracing Pearl is just#it hits different#whoa jimbo way too many tags hghghgh#mcytyuriweekvalentines#at first I thought about smth like “where the others saw thorns you saw a rose” but I thought it was more fitting this way#I guess you guys be the judge of that haha idk what Im saying#tubby art
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